Our friends have gone and the house is quiet. Debbie and Randy are so easy to live with (even in a house with only one bathroom) that the visits always feel too short. Today I took a long nap to try to recover from the weekend's drinking and staying up too late.
Tomorrow we're celebrating my mom's (belated) birthday by spending the day and having dinner over at their place with them. Then I've got SnB which I'm really looking forward to.
This weekend I learned that I'm really no longer a smoker, even though it's been 6 months and 13 days since my last cigarette. We had a little get-together on Saturday and all the smokers refused to smoke anywhere near me. Even though we were all outside, they left the deck and went to stand in a smoking section of their making. Believe it or not, but I felt totally left out. I know that everyone was being respectful and kind, but I wanted to shout, I'm still one of you! But I guess I'm not. And while this is a good thing; indeed a very good thing, it's disconcerting and weird.
I am without social subculture.
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No you're not, you're a knitter! So what if we look weird whipping out the needles in the middle of formal events. No more strange than leaving the table to go smoke. Yes, it might be odd that we carry pointy sticks and mutter numbers and patterns to ourselves. Don't be left out, embrace your knitting culture!
Chris · Aug 13 · 7:15 PM
sometimes, i think quitting smoking is a life-long experience. it's not something you do once, it's a decision you continue (hopefully) to make indefinitely. much like the breakup of a relationship, it takes a lot longer than one often thinks to truly consider it a thing of the past.
6+ months is a fantastic accomplishment. congratulations!
elise · Aug 13 · 7:29 PM
I can has Maggie? We miss you!
freakgirl · Aug 13 · 9:15 PM
I've heard that the greatest loss for people who are trying to quit is the loss of the socializing involved with smoking. I've never smoked, but I do want to congratulate you on your steely resolve to kick this habit. You may have lost a social subculture, but you gain years with your family.
HibiscuitsGirl · Aug 13 · 10:26 PM
I've found that at various point in my life I've given up a social group when I've changed habits. (Thankfully I'll be knitting forever, so you're stuck with me there.) Congrats on six months of being smoke-free -- that's an incredible accomplishment.
kimbelina · Aug 14 · 8:13 AM



